Brian's Journal - A Dream

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Preparing to hang (08/15/2020)
I am working on a project - to set up a rope noose for a hanging. David and Mom are standing separately some distance away and I have explained to them in a matter of fact way what I am doing and they do not seem alarmed. Unable to reach the cubbyhole cabinets overhead I step on a stool which is shaped like a beach ball but colored green and blue like pictures of the Earth from space. It is quite unstable but I am able to reach whatever it is that I need and complete my preparations. Suddenly I realize that what I am doing is preparing to kill myself and that I really am going to die.
I woke up horrified, trying to figure out whether I would die of a broken neck or strangulation, and which would be less uncomfortable. I think the dream is about how, in my efforts to prepare for my death, I am overlooking the unpleasant fact that I am actually soon going to die.

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