I am with my high school girlfriend Jeana Reines and although I was at times very infatuated with her, I realize in the dream that I never had the kind of connection with her that I have with Darchelle and I feel profoundly grateful for that connection which we share.

I am in a rustic cabin with two rooms, a kitchen and a living/dining room. Jeana is sitting in a comfortable chair in the living room holding a mug of coffee. I bring a carton of chocolate milk in to her and pour some into her mug. Feeling great love for her, I walk back into the kitchen to put the milk back into the refrigerator but as I go, I play a little game of letting go of the carton then grabbing it again before it falls onto the floor.

What was memorable about this simple little dream was the intensity of my gratitude and love for Darchelle, who appears in the second scene in the person of Jeana. It is interesting that in the dream I am serving her in the way that Darchelle often serves me, fixing me coffee with chocolate Boost added to make a mocha drink. Playing with the milk carton presents the confidence and perhaps joy that I experience at times with Darchelle