Brian's Journal - A Dream Return

Dragon fish (02/24/2022)
The dream:
I am fishing from a boardwalk over a large pool so deep the water looks black, using a ball of worms on a hook for bait. I drag it through the water but get no bites. The boardwalk becomes just a board on which I float over to the shore of the pool, but as I approach the shallow water the board becomes unstable and I fall off. I am able to climb up out of the water and resume fishing in the pool from cobbly stream flowing into it. I am feeling nervous that the game warden might catch me fishing because I do not have a license so I look upstream and downstream below the pool but do not see anyone.
Out on the surface of the pool I see three long lean rainbow trout, silver and pink. The largest is about two feet long and feels slightly threatening. The trout do not go after my hook but instead swim over to the bank on the far side of the channel from me and rest there side-by-side. My hook with the balled-up worm on it is in front of the largest of the trout and before I can react, the trout takes the hook into its mouth but does not swallow it. I am ambivalent about catching the trout but I don't do anything and suddenly the trout swallows my hook. Now I am really worried about getting caught by the game warden so I cut the line to release the fish before it reacts to the hook.
I am still standing out in the middle of the river when the trout swims over to the edge of the pool in front of me. Suddenly it climbs out of the water and becomes a large brown blunt-nosed alligator. It walks up until it is directly facing me, just a few feet away, and glares at me for a few moments. I am afraid that it might attack but it turns and walks away as if it can't be bothered with me. I walk back to the other side of the river where a man in a light brown shirt or suit is sitting by the bank. As I walked up to him he asks, "That was an alligator, wasn't it?". "Yes, I think so", I reply.
My interpretation:
Another fishing dream, and clearly related to both the dream three weeks ago about slaying a dragon and the dream last week about fishing. The "alligator" looks just like the pictures of a Komodo Dragon. which I found on the Internet as I was analyzing the dragon dream. I assume that just as in that dream, the dragon represents Christianity. The rainbow trout in this dream I associate with Susan, and fishing with my agency, as in the previous fishing dream. Fishing without a license implies that I am not qualified to exercise agency; the game warden may be the part of myself that judges me unqualified.
This dream offers a somewhat different perspective on the role of my agency in committing to Christianity and to Susan. Despite not being capable of deciding my own course, I make those decisions anyhow; I keep on fishing despite the risk of getting caught by the game warden and despite my ambivalence about actually catching one of the fish. But in a sense, the fish catches me, a metaphor for the role of Susan's agency in the development of our relationship. As in my dream of slaying a dragon back in February, the threat posed by the alligator does not materialize. Here I do not need to kill the dragon; it simply withdraws, but but that does not mean I was wrong in considering it a threat.