I am walking up I-90 towards Snoqualmie Pass in snow. Traffic, mostly semi trucks, is moving only
slightly faster than I am. I cross in front of one truck and suddenly turn back down the way I had
come. After a possible gap in memory, I find myself in a room, probably a kitchen, with a large
wood cook stove. Mom is in an adjacent room. After another possible gap in memory, I place an
empty plastic yogurt container on the back of the stove and am concerned that it might melt but then
realize that the stove is not hot.
Looking out the window I see the twisted wreckage of a semi truck and point out to the others.
Someone asks if the driver was okay and I reply that I hope so but then I notice that the cab of the
truck has been sheared off above the wheels. I am disturbed, and perhaps express to the others my
fear that the driver did not make it.
The room I am in has become a waiting room with benches along the walls. David and Roger are with
me. I open up my backpack/suitcase and put my pen on top of the clothing but I keep my ticket out,
putting it in my pocket because I expect to need it shortly. We leave the room and as we go out the
door, Roger pauses to mark off our numbers on a pad hanging by the door to indicate that we have
left. At a checkpoint David walks right through and I am about to do likewise when I remember that
I need to show the official my ticket. I think he takes my ticket, tears off a stub and gives it to
me. I run diagonally down some wide outdoor steps after David and catch up to him at the boarding
gate, an enclosed entryway from which we will board the ship. The official at the gate asks me
something which I don't quite understand, but I think he is asking if I am bringing a car with me.
Because I am not sure I return alone to the previous checkpoint to find out.
The dream consist of three distinct scenes - walking on the snowy freeway, doing something in the
old-fashioned kitchen, and going through the boarding process to get on a ship. The third scene was
clear but my recollection of the other two may not be complete.
That third scene features several associations with death. Putting my pen away - no more writing.
When you die your number is up and you check out. Roger disappears, not sure what that's about, but
he may represent my generation surviving me. David apparently boards the ship without me, as he
will live on after me. I am unable to board because of some confusion about my car - my car is
often a symbol for my life in other dreams. Then there's the wreck of the semi truck in which the
driver probably perished.
The wood stove reminds me of Dad's kitchen in Sop's Arm the winter I lived there with him when I was
18. Walking up I-90 in the snow with a bunch of semi trucks - perhaps a metaphor for being a
confused kid in an adult world. I'm reaching here, but the semi's all seem to know where they're
going while I clearly don't. In fact at the time, in moving to Newfoundland to live with Dad while
my friends were getting jobs or traveling to Europe, I felt as though I was reverting to childhood
while they were growing up.