Brian's Journal - A Dream

Tsunami (12/15/2019)
I am driving in the dark on the road right along the coast. A strong crosswind is buffeting the car and I consider slowing down but I'm concerned that if I do, the people behind me might catch up to me. The road suddenly drops off a steep bank, almost a cliff. In an open cart now, I plunge down the cliff and land upright in a snow bank which bears off to the right. Cushioned by the snow bank I skid around the corner, heading away from the water now across a snow-covered beach. The way, still covered with snow, runs into a wall and turns to the left along its base. Powerful waves have surged inland behind me and threaten to flood the way ahead of me but I am able to cross below the wall without getting wet. I climb a set of steps to a big doorway but instead of entering I turn and look back. Huge waves are crashing on the beach and water has flooded inland all the way to the wall, submerging the snow-covered road. On the far side of the beach the people behind me have just reached the end of the road and I feel very anxious for them that the waves will overtake them if they continue, but they appear to be stopping. I notice that the water has receded down the beach as if the tide had suddenly gone out. Not until I wake up do I realize that the receding water is a sign of a tsunami.
My intense fear is what is noteworthy about this dream. The storm, the surf and even the tsunami do not harm me or the people behind me but I am fearful nonetheless. I suspect the storm surge represents sadness. In the dream it threatens to overwhelm me as well as the other party. It does not, though the storm is not over yet. For context, the sudden appearance of snow in the dream helps place it in time; snow typically represents my dying and so it, along with the sudden end of the road and replacement of my car by a much less robust cart would represent my diagnosis of ALS. According to the dream though, ALS is not the issue. Even sadness is not the real issue. The dream seems to be pointing out that my actual issue is fear.